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Shaking Hands

by Brighter Lighter

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1.
A Maze 01:31
2.
Tomb 07:19
Sun fades on the garden wall Takes on a dissolving light A child runs home My head still pounds from that awful blow When my eyes close, the vine grows over Dark light turns Turning insides out, outsides in A never ending dance as time takes a deep breath, a long pause On the exhale, I let go
3.
Unspun 07:18
It's come undone Fabric unspun Now the strangeness, it runs over your sight A fantasy in throwing atoms at each other In ecstatic exchange In static, in change It's a chaos Heart beating out of my chest I dissolve into you and the rest Into nothing Into everything Into you Into nothing Into everything
4.
Faultless 07:20
All of a sudden I come aware I can't account for the last minute there How long has it been Since I took a breath that didn't shake From the thought of a monkey that only takes Pure hearts lit on a spoon I feel his eyes before I see his face With a twisted grin as he keeps pace Will I even make it to the door? Every night's a long way home somewhere And our whites and silks will rip and tear When those filthy hands get hold of you All our flowers bloom Our babies crawl to sea Fragile and precious Faultlessly All that's made of steel All that's made of stone It gets worn down To the bone
5.
Steady 05:47
I can't tell you it's on, dear I can't tell you it's enough I might be slipping again Now my roots are all turned up I can't tell you it's on, dear I can't tell you it's enough I might be slipping again I might forget all that I was
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7.
Alvarado 11:01
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about

I spend a lot of time struggling with anxiety. It sticks like a shadow. I can leap from the ground and separate myself from it for a moment, but as sure as gravity will bring me back to earth to meet my shadow again, anxiety always finds me. I’ve come to accept it as a principle emotion. It’s not something anyone can live without. In many ways, different perhaps from our cave-dwelling ancestors, it keeps us alive. We surely wouldn’t have gotten this far as a species without it. The anxious ape, so we are. For that reason, and because I don’t have much choice, I’ve decided to accept my anxiety. To live with it. But not to become a prisoner unto it. Rather than bowing down, I’ve chosen to shake hands. This record is a part of that handshake, I think. Anxiety is its theme. The way it creeps up, how it feels to meet its gaze, and every effort of managing, releasing, and embracing its presence. I believe there’s harmony in the handshake, after all. Anxiety doesn’t have to be the villain. It can be the anti-hero.

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released January 22, 2021

Written and Performed by Daniel Gillette
Mixed and Produced by Daniel Gillette
Mastered by Joe Lambert

Spoken word on "Unspun" performed by Ryan Masson

"The Spotless Mind" painting by Megan Bryde

Special thanks: Alex, Amanda, Beth, Brock, Chloe, Chris, David, Demi, Elizabeth, Foster, Lari, Megan, Michelle, Nick, Paul, Raven, & Ryan. Thank you for all your support along the way.

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Brighter Lighter is Daniel Gillette, a composer based in Los Angeles, California.

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